So I pretty much am officially at odds end with what I want…on one hand I don’t want a relationship, really concentrating on me is foremost and still getting my goods when I need it 😏 and then on the other hand I do want a relationship but I don’t want a bullshit one I want someone that’s going to understand my crazy ass! I want someone that will talk shit when we play video games! And legitimately cares about what’s up with me. I can’t even express how truly fed up I am with selfish ass people tho.
It’s like I’m stuck. I don’t want to feel like I can’t fuck with anyone because of how shit went down in the past, and I forsureee don’t want to mess up potentially good relationships because I’m just smashing.
I don’t know. I’m emotionally drained and wanna just turn off my brain. 😒😔😓😑 I’m allergic to the bullshit 😷😷😷💀